It's like my brain is testing the pirameters of my skull. But I know the pain is due to all the emotional upheaval lately. Christmas generally instigates all the mountains of feelings that have been shoved into deep, dark corners of the mind, to rise from the dark. It is exhausting and pain-staking work to be completely honest with yourself, to realize the lies you made up to protect yourself and friends and family. It's certainly not a walk in the park, but hey if you let all the shit sit, in the dark pit, of your soul, you yourself will pay the toll. So have a headache, know it's worth the work, it's got a perk.
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